twenty-one. 5'2". iowan. taken. working-class lady. slowly coming out of my shell. wasting time. still trying to figure out what i want to do with my life. it's easy to put a smile on my face, and it's just as easy to rip it away from me.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I really don’t want to work today, or every day this week. (Taken with instagram)
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No good thoughts in my head right now. (Taken with instagram)
I’m beginning to wonder if maybe I don’t deserve to ever be happy. I’m just a failure. 21, two jobs, no college degree, not even a driver’s license because I always let fear get the best of me.
I’m never going to be more than just a scaredy cat. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I don’t always want to be a burden on everyone, because I know I already am. On my family, on my friends, and mostly on Dustin.
I still find myself wondering from time to time if everyone would be better off if I wasn’t around. I know it would make some people upset, but in the long run I wonder if their lives would be healthier without me weighing them down.
